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In My Head

by JShell

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crazy_goat I heard this album on ProgRock.com and loved the sound. Very eclectic, reminding me a little of The Dear Hunter, with all the different musical styles.
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1.
Crawl 03:45 video
I waited a long long time Went through changes in my state of mind On a double dare I did the crime and I just don’t care Just don’t care… Well you think that I’m too intense That’s because you got no common sense So why don’t you just make amends And crawl out of the room Crawl of the room… I was feeling no pain on an outbound flight I’m making sure that my game is tight I’m heading out on a brand new day Got no direction I’ll find my own way Well you think that I’m too intense That’s because you’ve got no common sense So why don’t you just make amends And crawl Just crawl... Well you think that I’m too intense That’s because you’ve got no common sense So why don’t you just make amends And crawl out of the room Crawl out of the room… I was already done when you told me to stop Once upon a time you were the cream of the crop But now it’s all over cause life isn’t fair You cry like a child and I just don’t care
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I found that reason doesn’t work every time You got to catch your big break Just when I think I had it all figured out I made my biggest mistake You stare into the glass and wish upon a star But you don’t like what you see So many things that you wanted me to say Had to agree to disagree Baby I don’t understand Why lately you’re not with the plan You see me like you want me to be I got a feeling inside that inside you think I see You see me as like you want me to be And I could never ever tell you how much you mean to me So many days and nights until you made your play How come it took you so long I dream about you every day of my life How did it all just go so wrong I tried a thousand times to make you feel my pain I give as good as I get But I sipped from the straw that broke the camel’s back And fell too far into your debt Baby you got to remember I’m crazy but not a pretender I found that reason doesn’t work every time You got to catch your big break Just when I think I had it all figured out I made my biggest mistake I feel it – the end of the road I’m bleeding – cause I have to go You see me like you want me to be I got a feeling inside that inside you think I see (You see me like you want me to be) And I could never ever tell you how much you mean to me You see me like you want me to be I got a feeling inside that inside you think I see (You see me like you want me to be)
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Chain of events that led you to your final secret Can’t tell me what it’s supposed to be But maybe someday when the time comes to reveal it You’ll let me in eventually Tell me something I don’t know Something I don’t already know Just tell me something I don’t know Just tell me something Tell me something Anything! I’m in the dark An empty place An easy mark I’m lost in space Chain of events that led you to your destination Can’t tell me where I’m supposed to be But maybe somewhere in your classified location You’ll track me down so I can see Tell me something I don’t know (I don’t know) Something I don’t already know (Already know) Just tell me something I don’t know (I don’t know) Just tell me something Tell me something Anything! I’m in the dark An empty place An easy mark I’m lost in space I’m in the dark An empty place An easy mark I’m lost in space Tell me something I don’t know (I don’t know) Something I don’t already know (Already know) Just tell me something I don’t know (I don’t know) Just tell me something Tell me something (something something…) Anything!
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You feel haunted Gets hold of your mind Makes your stars unaligned Puts your soul in a bind It’s unwanted It’s a sad situation Turns a calm and peaceful plan Into confrontation You gravitate to all that powerful stuff Accelerate when the going gets tough And navigate when the waters get rough And then you make your way Back home For a thousand miles All I wanted was your smiles Back home For a thousand days Got me trapped in your maze And I feel haunted But I’m unashamed And my heart won’t be claimed Cause I cannot be tamed I’m undaunted It’s a sad situation Took a knee from victory And your own salvation I gravitate to all that powerful stuff Accelerate when the going gets tough And navigate when the waters get rough And then I make your way Back home For a thousand miles All I wanted was your smiles Back home For a thousand days Got me trapped in your maze We gravitate to all that powerful stuff Accelerate when the going gets tough And navigate when the waters get rough And then I make my way Back home For a thousand miles All I wanted was your smiles Back home For a thousand days Got me trapped in your maze Back home For a thousand trials All you issued were denials Back home (Yeah yeah yeah) In a thousand years They’ll hear this song in their ears And you feel Haunted
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I’m under the gun You’re under the gun I’m under the gun You’re under the gun (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Back up against the wall (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Set up to take the fall (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Facing four of a kind (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) One step ahead two steps behind I’m under the gun You’re under the gun We’re under the gun I said we’re all under the gun Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Better pick up the pace (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Or we’re losing the race (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) Facing four of a kind (Whoa-oowhoa-oowhoa) One step ahead two steps behind Now do you see what I mean (Do you see what I mean) All I can do is come clean (This is me coming clean) It’s all just a game that we’re in (All just a game we’re in) Why should I play by the rules if I can’t win Now do you see what I mean (Do you see what I mean) All I can do is come clean (This is me coming clean) It’s all just a game that we’re in (All just a game we’re in) Why should I play by the rules if I can’t win Now do you see what I mean (Do you see what I mean) All I can do is come clean (This is me coming clean) It’s all just a game that we’re in (All just a game we’re in) Why should I play by the rules And I will win
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It’s all been fun Now I have to run I’m done A fading trend We’re at the end My friend I don’t want to be a slave to my routine I don’t think I want to have to intervene I don’t want to be the ghost in the machine I don’t think I want to light the gasoline Hard to say but it’s true Tough to take but it’s true No regrets but it’s true Hard to say but it’s true You do you We had our day It didn’t go our way To my dismay From sweet to sour At the zero hour Imbalance of power You don’t want to be the one to instigate I don’t think you want to have to suffocate You don’t want to be the one who sets it straight I don’t think you want to be my running mate Hard to say but it’s true Tough to take but it’s true No regrets but it’s true Hard to say but it’s true You do you I don’t want to be the last one at the scene I don’t think I want to have to intervene I don’t want to be the ghost in the machine I don’t think I want to light the gasoline Hard to say but it’s true Tough to take but it’s true No regrets but it’s true Hard to say but it’s true You do you
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Slow your roll Use your filter Score your goal Now you’re off kilter Pay your bill Assess your damage Sign your will Now save your marriage Doesn’t have to be hard As long as you can find the card to play Then-you can say Move along get out of my way You tried to trick me Tried contradicting me too A little too quickly Now you’re in my rear view Better get a move on I know I gotta get gone Don’t let the grass grow It’s time to go Can’t avoid the traffic It’s autobiographic I wish we could fly And don’t ask why Change all my narrative Just so I can try to live Cracking all the code Let’s hit the road Time for happy hour Singing in a sun shower We can all get by And don’t ask why Cry a river Set your examples Drown your liver Now you’re in shambles Pick your poison View your illusions Reign your voice in (Reign your voice in) Draw your conclusions Doesn’t have to be hard As long as you can find the card to play Then-you can say Move along get out of my way Better get a move on I know I gotta get gone Don’t let the grass grow It’s time to go Can’t avoid the traffic It’s autobiographic I wish we could fly And don’t ask why Change all my narrative Just so I can try to live Cracking all the code Let’s hit the road Time for happy hour Singing in a sun shower We can all get by And don’t ask why No don’t ask why Yeah don’t ask why Don’t ask
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You can envision yourself Calling all the shots in the yard So have another drink to your health And don’t forget not to let down your guard And it’s alright – yes it is Play the fool and take them to school Yes it’s alright – oh yeah it’s alright You’re a dreamer (Dreamer!) Of delusions You’re a schemer (Schemer!) But you never follow through And when you see her (See her!) You’re gonna blow it What will you do? (Well…we’re waiting!!) You’re finally breaking a sweat There you go – pattin’ yourself on the back But aggravation is all that you get While everyone else is on the attack And it’s alright – yes it is Drinkin’ wine and feelin’ fine Yes it’s alright – oh yeah every night (come on) You’re a dreamer (Dreamer!) Of delusions You’re a schemer (Schemer!) But you never follow through And when you see her (See her!) You’re gonna blow it What will you do? (Here’s what I’d do…Hooah!!) You’re a dreamer (Dreamer!) Of delusions You’re a schemer (Schemer!) But you never follow through And when you see her (See her!) You’re gonna blow it What will you do? You’re a dreamer (Dreamer!) Of delusions You’re a schemer (Schemer!) But you never follow through And when you see her (See her!) Yeah you’re gonna drop the ball And what will you do? (One more time!!) You’re a dreamer (Dreamer!) Of delusions You’re a schemer (Schemer!) But you never follow through And when you see her (See her!) You’re gonna blow it What will you do?
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Monday made the mountain high from the valley below Tuesday climbed a 2 day climb in a trail of snow Wednesday fought the final fight before the path was cleared The next day shined the brightest light when you reappeared The weight was lifted off my chest The queen was left without defense The jump shot passed the blacktop test It still just doesn’t make much sense You were my flesh & blood You kept me from the flood Your laugh my only goal Forever in my soul Teaching the un-teachable until the lesson learned Beating the unbeatable when the serve returned Breaking the unbreakable for the common good Speaking the unspeakable because you knew you should The weight was lifted off my chest (off my chest) The queen was left without defense (no defense) The jump shot passed the blacktop test (blacktop test) Never will it make much sense You were my flesh & blood You kept me from the flood Your laugh my only goal Forever in my soul The weight was lifted off my chest (off my chest) The queen was left without defense (no defense) The jump shot passed the blacktop test Never will it make much sense We are your flesh & blood You kept us from the flood Your laugh the only goal Forever in our soul
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A big apple I see hanging from a tree The biggest apple that I’m ever going to see So I climb up the big tree to make the score I leave the core and then I want to eat some more I look around the tree to find another bite I see another apple at a higher height While reaching up to grab it with a steady hand I lose my footing and I fall down to the land Oh-oh-oh-oh (x4) Too much is never enough (x4) Until it is That’s the key (that’s the key) Don’t you dare get too greedy That’s the key mama that’s the key baby that’s the key That’s the key (that’s the key) Don’t you dare get too greedy That’s the key mama that’s the key baby that’s the key I push my narrative on to the hungry crowd All the thoughts I think I say them right out loud Everyone is hanging on my every word It doesn’t matter if it’s true or it’s absurd You might know me I’m the jack of all the trades I don’t care that I didn’t get good grades I’m the star and now it’s all gone to my head I lead my followers until they end up dead Oh-oh-oh-oh (x4) Too much is never enough (x4) Until it is That’s the key (that’s the key) Don’t you dare get too greedy That’s the key mama that’s the key baby that’s the key That’s the key (that’s the key) Don’t you dare get too greedy That’s the key mama that’s the key baby that’s the key
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Can you hear my call I need to talk the talk And can you break my fall I need to walk the walk And can you tempt my fate I need to guess the guess And can you take my bait I need to stress the stress Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah If you follow my lead I’ll need to drink the drink And if you plant your seed I’ll need to think the think And if you turn your back I’ll need to face the face And if you go off track I’ll need to race the race Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m just dreading Making a scene In my head Can you right my ship I need to guide the guide And can you get my grip I need to ride the ride And can you cut my deck I need to deal the deal And can you bite my neck I need to feel the feel Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah If you make yourself scarce I'll need to name the name And if you keep splitting hairs I'll need to flame the flame And if you don't back down I'll need to cut the cut And if you lose your crown I'll need to strut the strut Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah And in my head I'm well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I'm already Living my dream And in my head I'm undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I'm well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I'm already Living my dream And in my head I'm just dreading Making a scene (making a scene) Living my dream (living my dream) Trying not to scream… AHHHHHH!! And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m just dreading Making a scene In my head
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You’ll figure out in the middle of your lifetime There’s a puzzle piece that’s really out of place And if you ask about the reason for your lifeline Someone else is gonna tell it to your face We know they come and go as if they know the answer Even though we know they haven’t got a clue But it doesn’t stop the spreading of the cancer Because the cure is just belief in getting through I thought my life was meant to be I thought my life was meant to be I thought my life was meant to be Until they stole my harmony And when you think you have the answer to your question They’re gonna try and lead you up into the brink Until the day that you can make your own suggestion You’re gonna wonder if it’s what you’re supposed to think And what about all the orders that were given? And what about all the borders that were crossed? And what about all the sinners being forgiven? And what about all the winners that were lost? I hoped my life was meant to be I hoped my life was meant to be I hoped my life was meant to be Until they took my soul from me I know my life was meant to be I know my life was meant to be I know my life was meant to be So take your bitter with the sweet And I’ll let it ride on your defeat
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Can you hear my call I need to talk the talk And can you break my fall I need to walk the walk And can you tempt my fate I need to guess the guess And can you take my bait I need to stress the stress Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah If you follow my lead I’ll need to drink the drink And if you plant your seed I’ll need to think the think And if you turn your back I’ll need to face the face And if you go off track I’ll need to race the race Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m just dreading Making a scene In my head Can you right my ship I need to guide the guide And can you get my grip I need to ride the ride And can you cut my deck I need to deal the deal And can you bite my neck I need to feel the feel Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah If you make yourself scarce I'll need to name the name And if you keep splitting hairs I'll need to flame the flame And if you don't back down I'll need to cut the cut And if you lose your crown I'll need to strut the strut Oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah/oh yeah Oh yeah And in my head I'm well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I'm already Living my dream And in my head I'm undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I'm well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I'm already Living my dream And in my head I'm just dreading Making a scene (making a scene) Living my dream (living my dream) Trying not to scream… AHHHHHH!! And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m undead And trying not to scream In my head And in my head I’m well fed My full fill of steam And in my head I’m already Living my dream And in my head I’m just dreading Making a scene In my head
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New York City-based Multi-Instrumentalist, Singer/Songwriter and Tater Mansion Tunes Recording Artist JSHELL announces his AUDIO AND VISUAL rock album IN MY HEAD by releasing VIDEOS FOR ALL 15 TRACKS on the album beginning January 17, 2023 and leading up to the complete album release which will be available for purchase, downloading and streaming on all streaming services on FEBRUARY 14TH. IN MY HEAD also features special guest appearances from some of the best musicians in the business, including the incomparable STEVE HACKETT (former lead guitarist of GENESIS and a pioneer of progressive rock in his own right), KATIE JACOBY (violinist extraordinaire and co-leader of the orchestra for THE WHO), JAKE CINNINGER (guitar virtuoso of jam band titans UMPHREY'S MCGEE) and SCOTT METZGER (another guitar virtuoso of jam band titans JOE RUSSO'S ALMOST DEAD and WOLF!).

JSHELL, who counts such artists as GENESIS, THE BEATLES, THE WHO, RUSH, QUEEN, JOURNEY, BILLY JOEL, IRON MAIDEN, STYX and PHISH as key influences, produced, wrote and arranged ALL 15 tracks on IN MY HEAD while playing ALL the drums, bass guitar and keyboards and providing lead and background vocals, rhythm and lead guitar and percussion. IN MY HEAD also features mastering by Grammy Award-winning Randy Merrill of Sterling Sound (PAUL MCCARTNEY, FOO FIGHTERS, IMAGINE DRAGONS, MUSE, ADELE, LADY GAGA, HARRY STYLES and many, many others).

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released February 14, 2023

Produced by JShell
Engineered by Jake McGuire at Mirrortone Studios, NYC
Mixed by Jake McGuire and JShell
Mastered by Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound
All Tracks Music and Lyrics by JShell
All Arrangements by JShell
(C) and (P) 2022 Tater Mansion Tunes - All Rights Reserved

Drums/Bass Guitar/Organ/Piano/Keyboards/Rhythm Guitar/Lead Guitar/Acoustic Guitar/Percussion/Lead And Background Vocals- JShell

Guitar Solos on You See Me - Matt "The Mattch" Daus

Acoustic Guitar on You See Me and Guitar Solos on Meant To Be and Big Apple Boogie (Reprise) - Gus Fafalios

Trumpet on Big Apple Boogie, That's The Key, Meant To Be and Big Apple Boogie (Reprise) - Vinnie Cutro

Trombone on Big Apple Boogie, That's The Key, Meant To Be and Big Apple Boogie (Reprise) - Erick Storckman

Guitar Solos, Lead Guitar And Additional Rhythm Guitar on Chain of Events and Don't Ask Why - Jake Cinninger

Co-Lead Vocals on Haunted - Karen Abrams

Guitar Solos on Haunted - Fernando Chirinos

Vocals on Haunted, Delusions and That's The Key - Sofie Jane

Guitar Solos on Under The Gun and Thursday - Scott Metzger

French Horn on Under The Gun and Meant To Be - Peter Morris

Guitar Solos on You Do You - Steve Hackett

Co-Lead Vocals on Thursday and Vocals on That's The Key and In My Head - D$Clip

Vocals on Thursday, That's The Key and Meant To Be - The New York Soulful Singers

Electric Violin on That's The Key and Acoustic and Electric Violin on Meant To Be - Katie Jacoby

Guitar Solos on That's The Key - Barat Dickman

Co-Lead Vocals on In My Head - Marisa Wildwood

Flute on In My Head - Mark Friedman

Police Officer on Big Apple Boogie (Reprise) - Jake McGuire

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Based in New York City, veteran Multi-Instrumentalist and Singer/Songwriter JSHELL is proud to announce his debut AUDIO AND VISUAL rock album IN MY HEAD released on Tater Mansion Tunes and featuring VIDEOS FOR ALL 15 TRACKS and guest appearances by Steve Hackett (Genesis), Jake Cinninger (Umphrey's McGee), Katie Jacoby (The Who) and Scott Metzger (JRAD/Wolf!). ... more

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